Trilogy

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Afterburner

deifinitely not the namesake of an old game I am playing...

but describing an overly burn out old man..

haha

If I do not love Christ, I have nothing...

I count all things as loss, that I may gain Christ.

I believe anyone who holdfast to what Paul's conviction and life model is...he will be a remarkable man.

Gaining Christ.

Drawing to God can only get nearer and still near. And only still nearer. Jesus healed the man at John 5 so that as Christ puts "that he go and sin no more". This is what John Piper preached on last week.

Holiness, he says is not an option, it is a must. As he warned the man in John 5, "Lest something worse happen to you".

Sobering, doesn't it.

What God wants to say is this, that the pursuit of holiness is a necessity to every Christian. Gaining Christ is nothing more that loving God by setting yourself apart for God, that is to pursue holiness.

The pursuit of holiness is the "lifest" way of living.

If I do not love Christ, I have nothing. I think it is in Hebrews 12, that it reads a verse "Without holiness, nobody shall see the Lord".

So I believe apart from holiness..setting yourselves wholy and only to God is the surest pathway and the only pathway to gaining Christ. Or else you have nothing, this life or the life to come. It will all be burned up.

Morning comes

Unknowingly.

Just woke up exceptionally early today. Its 6.20am. Still thinking.
Arrgh. Things are clear but I believe we cloud our thoughts with our hearts.

Need wisdom and direction.

I shall go to the place where wisdom and direction is best found.

Going to that edge

It is hard often to concur reasoning with emotions. I heard a song on radio the other night that says "Follow your heart" Music and songs are powerful reflections of what is stirring the human heart.

There are only about 2 weeks left. Will reasoning or my heart rule?

I am in dilemma cause there are things I have considered. Rationally, I think a "No" should be more inclined. But if it is emotionally, I believe I would just follow what my heart says and do it.

There would be so many implications, so many complications if I would think hard rationally.

Yet if I go for the rule of heart, nothing of these would be par excellence in consideration.

Just which to choose?

Bridge

In more than a month, I would be visiting the grand canyon.

Ever wonder, crossing the canyon without aid would be extremely difficult, consider the gap is not in centimetres, neither in metres..butin kilometres.

Tonight, I witness one cross-over. Been over a week, and finally at the 8th attempt, finally my experiment worked. Finally the protocol that I am trying desperately to work, worked without hitch.

The results are tremendous. They were fantastic. No voice have gladness can express how relieved I am.

Without aid, indeed would be extremely difficult. Thank God for guiding thru' this week.

Tired I am. Drained I am. But deep witihin, I am only glad that God has been leading all the way.

Thank God.

期待的“天堂”

我一向认为华语是我最能表答的语言。不是英语。
每一刻，感触最多时，都认为它能给我最深的明白。
最近写了一首歌，名为“天堂”。
词的内容已经想好，只是没有写下来。
人的情感路上，往往有一些幻想，有时只能盼望，不能祈求。
有时有缘却无份。
词里面，我有写，
“你在我的心里画上美丽彩虹，
我想为你写满每个云朵
你的名字。你的出现带来温暖的气息”
这也许是人间所期待的“天堂”。
只能盼望，不能祈求。
等吧。