Thursday, March 27, 2008

A simple meal... :)

Went with 2 of my colleagues to try a HK Dim Sum stall that I heard so much about for a "simple" dinner. My colleague hails from HK..and she authenticate its authencity. Went there coz one of my colleague is leaving...so thought have a nice meal and therefore need a nice place with nice food...It is a family business...HK family who migrated to Singapore a couple of years ago...

Very sumptuous dinner. The custard bun, lotus leaf rice and prawn chee cheong fun are really nice. The rest are not too bad. Their mango pomelo desert is really really soothing and nice. Flip side is the stall is really cramped..no ambience..just a quick bite and u can't really stay for long coz the queue is long..but the food is still nice... Here are the pictures down that memory lane....















Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Continual Repentance

O GOD OF GRACE
Thou hast imputed my sin to my substitute,
and hast imputed his righteousness to my soul,
clothing me with a bridegroom's robe,
decking me with jewels of holiness
But in my Christian walk I am still in rags;
my best prayers are stained wtih sin;
my penitential tears are so much impurity;
my confessions of wrong are so many aggravations of sin;
my receiving the Spirit is tinctured with selfishness.

I need to repent of my repentance;
I need my tears to be washed;
I have no robe to bring to cover my sins,
no loom to weave my own righteousness;
I am always standing clothed in flithy garments,
and by grace am always receiving change of raiment,
for thou dost always justify the ungodly;
I am always going into the far country,
and always returning home as a prodigal,
always saying Father, forgive me,
and thou art always bringing forth the best robe.
Every morning, let me wear it,
every evening return in it,
go out to the day's work in it,
be married in it,
be wound in death in it,
stand before the great white throne in it,
enter heaven in it shining as the sun.
Grant me never to lose sight of
the exceeding sinfulness of sin,
the exceeding righteouness of salvation,
the exceeding glory of Christ,
the exceeding beautity of holiness,
the exceeding wonder of grace.

Pg 76, Vision of Valley, A Collection of Puritan Prayers and Devotion.

Sunday, March 23, 2008

Rest of HK Pictures



























Pictures in a nutshell. But it is 2 days till departure. My back is well and it is off to the works. From street side stall, to having claypots in restaurant, to a morning yummy HK dim sum till the final cup of coffee at Pacific Coffee by the Habour, hosted by Bruce Lee, thank God..it was a restful and wonderful trip! Enjoy the pics :)

The gladder things in life

Listening to today's sermon from Pastor Paul was very moving. He depicts the scenes leading to the crucification, the crucification, the death, burial and resurrection of Jesus Christ very vividly.

It did all sound familiar. I am a 19 year old Christian after all. Saved at 13. Yet the vivid images, the depth and width of Jesus's sacrifice have brought a rememberence. A deep rememberance. I still forget what great love God has shown. I think sometimes my attitude towards sin is still callous. Hearing a sermon like this reminds me again how ugly sin is. My sin that is.

Jesus is precious. The crimson stain of sin, He has washed it white as snow. I hope I live my life to show that Jesus is precious. I thank God for today's message coz it is sobering. Very sobering. The harder I feel, as a Christian, as I get to know about Christ and what the bible tells about my Lord, the more grieved I can get when people deny the gospel. This Easter, 6 of my colleauges came. 3 are not saved. None professed Christ.

The hope that they will delve deep. I know what my Lord did is indeed a great sacrifice and indeed as in the words of the apostle, How could we neglect how great a salvation?!! How could we. I wish God would give them eyes to see and turn their hearts of stone.

What Christ did...Calvary...I thank you God. What glorious foretaste divine of my Saviour and the abode that I will come into the presence of my Lord when I pass away from this life.

The gladdest thing in this life is to name the name of my Saviour. His great love that in all of this, I shall display the Glory of my Lord.

Saturday, March 22, 2008

Being a Balanced Christian

Stumbled a sermon entitled above.

Very sobering message. And recalled alot of things that was said and discuss before.
Text was taken from Psalm 90.

The preacher recalled the life of a missionary couple that gave their all to the mission field but neglected their teenage daughter only to regret in their old age.

I recalled countless insolence in my battle to win an argument but lost a soul in the past. Today I see that in others and I wish I could have opportunity to tell them so. I see also Christians going into semantics of bible interpretation and making an issue. I see Christians going into bible versions and making a whole load about it. I see Christians going into preaching style and condemning others but making one style the best of all.

We forget we defend and contend really the truth that is once delivered to the Saints. That is what is written in Jude. What is this truth? It is the truth of the bible. It is the truth of God who saves sinners through Christ. The truth that guards against any lies that does not uphold the truth of God. Lastly, we must remember we will die one day which is the most important and the simplest reality. Our days are numbered. Lets defend what should be defended and not be wasting time on what isn't necessary in the first place. In light of time, it is a vapour.

The devil is crafty at this. Really. A battleground disguised.

Psalm 90 speaks about the prayer of Moses. In whatever Moses does, he saw it in God's eyes. The eternity of God outweighs everything and Moses uses that to balance the right view of God to the right view of life.

Christians have been wounding themselves, thinking that they are defending the truth but instead they are zealous for a form not for God. Because truth builds love and when love is lost, it cannot be from God.

I have much to say about the semantics Christian are fighting. I love the gospel. I hope this is the message we defend. If there is anything that we should fight for, at least be the important peripherals that points back to the gospel.

Wasting lives on wasted time. What is the point?

Just putting some laments here. Grace shall lead me home. Sigh at times.

Rejoice in the Lord. Rejoice in the truth. Rejoice in the message that saves both your soul and the souls of others...

Friday, March 21, 2008

God's Highest Way

It is amazing how God answers prayer.

I look at Isaiah 55:8-9 and I stopped to realise, indeed God has shown Himself to be immaculately more wise than my feeble sight...

8 “ For My thoughts are not your thoughts,
Nor are your ways My ways,” says the LORD.
9 “ For as the heavens are higher than the earth,
So are My ways higher than your ways,
And My thoughts than your thoughts.

Had been much troubled and stressed by my project's progress. Been delayed severely and so had to stayed back many nights in the laboratory to try and complete my experiments. Because of this, there are many nights, I had insufficient rest and time has always been tight.

Constanly been praying for deliverance and sometimes I dunno the way God will answer but has in a way "accepted" that this is part of God's design and purpose that He has sovereignly allowed this times of stress to have me continually depend on Him on grace. I didn't know He planned to show me a great work of grace.

Last thursday, I realised this amazing thing. My project is funded by the Prime Minister Office and the fund came through a project manager who oversee my project progress. That was last year January. The funding is from last year April to this year October. So time is really tight. My project is delayed due to many unforeseen hipcups and failed experiment trials.

The project manager quit his job in Prime Minister Office and join my company as a Research Policy Manager. I saw him in my company's auditorium when I went back to attend a talk. He told me he has joined HSA to oversee research policies. It was a surprise he joined us. We chatted and soon turn our conversation on the project he oversaw. Told him my progress and difficulties and he gave me advice on how to apply for project extension and how to write justification.

I am just totally blown off. Here am I desperate for time, in need of more time and dunno how to answer to the funding agency, i.e. Prime Minister Office if I failed to meet the proposed timeline. But God, but God provided the answer in the form of a man who oversaw my project..He agreed to advise me how to go about doing it. It was the perfect and highest adviser I could ever have.

It is just so amazing. So divine. So out of the world! That the answered prayer of God is above all human wisdom. I would never anticipate that God would take such a move for such an answer.

How on earth could I expect this? How on earth could I expect this???? Amazing Grace indeed. Thank you God. What a light at the tunnel which for months seem so bleak!!!!

What God said is Isaiah is indeed true. What a tremendous revelation of God. An ant on hot pot. But God has once more shown Himself to be stronger, I should say strongest than I could possibly imagine. How sight has failed but the faithfulness of God hsa prevailed yet again.

What a turn of events? Humanly impossible. But God, you did it. Thank you so much. Love so divine. Grace so divine.

Thank you my dearest Jesus!

Saturday, March 15, 2008

Change

My PC hasn't been working well. Hence I thought I better backup some of my files.

Manage to read many articles, seen a few pictures, browse through some of the thoughts I had, read through some the songs I have written over the years.

Indeed many things have changed. Circumstances might not have in the sense of my job, the church I attend, where I stayed. But as a person, as I compared the way I think in the articles I have written, through the thoughts I have penned. Indeed, one way or another, your thought processes have changed.

Mellowed, careful and more careful. In almost a second, I felt that is like natural progression. Young people, especially babies doesn't know barriers. They have no fears just pure dare. Dare to do anything and feeling the pain thereafter.

I realised that I have placed more guards in my thoughts and in my actions.

Perhaps I should reconsider certain things that I adhere to. There ought to be always risks. Past experiences while painful in some are still valuable lessons. To keep guard and remember the pain, is to deny its lessons.

I look at some of the things I pen, I realise while I believed I have overcome them, yet in certain ways, I had not been living the same anymore. Perhaps it is a rude relisation.

Change is needed. From within.

There is going to be a change of environment, perhaps soon. But I think it is more pertinent that I consider the way I am going to live this life again.

Change for the better. Change that I believe I will see more of God and less of myself.