Change

My PC hasn't been working well. Hence I thought I better backup some of my files.

Manage to read many articles, seen a few pictures, browse through some of the thoughts I had, read through some the songs I have written over the years.

Indeed many things have changed. Circumstances might not have in the sense of my job, the church I attend, where I stayed. But as a person, as I compared the way I think in the articles I have written, through the thoughts I have penned. Indeed, one way or another, your thought processes have changed.

Mellowed, careful and more careful. In almost a second, I felt that is like natural progression. Young people, especially babies doesn't know barriers. They have no fears just pure dare. Dare to do anything and feeling the pain thereafter.

I realised that I have placed more guards in my thoughts and in my actions.

Perhaps I should reconsider certain things that I adhere to. There ought to be always risks. Past experiences while painful in some are still valuable lessons. To keep guard and remember the pain, is to deny its lessons.

I look at some of the things I pen, I realise while I believed I have overcome them, yet in certain ways, I had not been living the same anymore. Perhaps it is a rude relisation.

Change is needed. From within.

There is going to be a change of environment, perhaps soon. But I think it is more pertinent that I consider the way I am going to live this life again.

Change for the better. Change that I believe I will see more of God and less of myself.