Life

Been working really hard this whole week trying to get my experiment results going and lo and behold, been not getting much success.

It has in fact been daunting. Helping my colleague also with her experiment and not working well.

Did a series of experiment today and it didn't work as thought it would.

But discovered that one supplier sold me blotched reagent. Did a few test runs to confirm this. This is the 3rd time they have sold me blotched stuff. Was very upset with them. Wrote a long email to them.

Things not going the way that I hope it would be. In January, things were quite sailing and now it seems it has turned again as far as my project is concerned.

God has a sure way of reminding me again that life is still life.

Whatever the test might be, and no matter how bitter it is, it is so easy for emotions to well up during times of intense stress.

Life just can't be plain. It is always knowing that life is difficult, that humility and meekness can be taught.

Feeling the stress on all sides but other than prayers, who else can answer. Except God that gives peace beyond understanding.

Faith in God guides the saints. Only God makes those who walked with Him hear His voice.

Hope I can say, I am listening. Help me God to remove the draft of displeasure, where the uprising of life can be so daunting for a still heart to see God.