Before I forget

When the days seem longer yet it is shorter.

Sometimes you consider that they are characters having suffered worse...Job with his boils, Jonah in the stomach of a big fish, Stephen stoned alive for the faith and you wonder how all these men could withstand such agonising death.

Death seemingly is cruel, but there are people who think also likewise living is cruel. Some may think death is a release others think that being alive is to be grateful. The key is still, where does your hope lies?

Living is cruel also because when all hope is dashed and death seems to suggest all will end. Hope is such a precious thing. Hope is light in darkness. Hope illuminates seemingly the darkness of days. Hope keeps one alive.

Hope is intangible. Hope gives rise to faith but faith also give rise to hope. Without faith, there can be no hope. Where there is no hope, there is no faith. The hope of gaining Christ. The hope of complete rest from the soldiering, the laboring, the gladness of the heart seems all so inviting.

Sometimes I think I weathered a lot of storm, seen alot of rain, awashed with much agonies, yet if I end of by thinking that the end of all that is for me to taste the curse of sin, then I am under a curse. I am but if that is all to life, then indeed it is a curse.

Curse will end. Hope never. Eternity with God is something I cannot comprehend neither have I seen. Invisbility remains invisible. And I am reminded the words of Paul who says we are by all men most pitiable if our hope is in vain. Our hope cannot be in vain, that is what Paul says. Assurance is the substance that guarantees our hope. So it must be God who keeps you and not the other way round. If my thought does stay on this, I know the only outcome, I will crumble and hope around will crumble and I will fall flat like a pack of cards.


A eternity with God never perishes. Before I forget. I am secure with Christ. God, help me to stay with you. Before I forget, You keep me, not I but Christ that keeps everyone with You. Before I forget. Help me to remember before I forget when I feel that there is a load that overwhelms. Help me to remember before I forget.

Durians

Apperance can be deceiving. Smell can be as well. But what prevails is what is found in you.

Crisis

3 major things collapse all in one.

Health, work and studies. Amazing the depth of all these problems, each being deep itself could assemble together at the same time.

Going for the church camp was very amazing. It was as though after hearing every message, God knew a trial of unmet proportions is coming and He is preaparing the way.

This sovereignty is enshrouded with divine love to the highest degree. It has wisdom and mercy.

God's infinite grace extends to meet the most despairing of heart.

I dread going thru the tunnel of suffering, but I would not forget the suffering of Christ brought Christ to the Father. Perhaps that is why Pastor Jeff said, embrace suffering like a friend then you shall consider it all joy.

Stress

i always take things easy..and for once i really felt stress...