The broken string

I had an old Yamaha classical guitar. The sound is really crisp and clear,a resounding sound that bring harmony to the hearer.

Alas one string is broken. And one knob to the srring is also broken.

In life, things may be harmonious at one but now no longer. I guess I must learn to put things aside and learn another instrument.

People come and go but when you know you had once a good guitar, who once sound so dear, having a broken string is more than just oh dear.

Perhaps a tune that breaks a heart befits the string that breaks the tune.

You can only do so much

Time is getting shorter. I can only do so much. I can't say much. I can only do so much.

And when everything is finally dusted and over, well I hope we will leave with the knowledge that we had celebrated together this life.

You can only do so much. You dun have to say much.

The footprints may be washed away but the imprints on one's life last a life time.

The string that tug the heart

In life, there are friends u find that there is a fated affinity.
In life, there are people who pull and tug your heartstrings.
In life, there are people who will have their absence nuture fonder memories.

The rememberance. The decision I have made. I wonder why it is tugging so
heavily this heartstring.

I learn to play the guitar. But to have the heartstring being pulled, it is not learnt, it is felt.

I wish you would say more. I wish I could say more.

And I use strings just to remember more.

Its over

Just typed my last letter for my Master thesis. The one that my supervisor has edited and I have entered the other stuff..abbreviation, tables, references etc..

Tomorrow I will submit to my examiner and I can file for GRADUATION!!!

It has been 3 long years. Finally.

God is faithful. Thank God for seeing me true.

And my dear friends who has provided support all these years. Thank God for each one of u...

Yeah!

When truth is no longer the foundationn

Today i felt very ashen. A feeling that i didnt have for a long while.

It was because I never in my wildest imagination see the total decadence of depraved humanity.

When the basis of a Christian's accusation is not founded on truth, then the accusor, the master of lies is the devil himself.

I became a victim of that. Not one but two.

It is sad. Grieving and grieveous.

The heart to believe is dead. Dead and trespassed beyond comprehension. I could not excuse it. I simply can't.

Why forgiveness isnt the issue. Truth is. God is.

The highest court on earth is our conscience. Man cannot judge another man's conscience. Only God can.

I hope I can say I am clear.

I feel grief when God is the only recourse of justice. It meant blindness has envelope the whole situation and only God can shed light.

This incident is as such.

Alone

Perhaps being alone isnt lonely when u play that chord again and again.

Being exceptional.
There is a recurring tune. One that was first heard in a plane one September in 2009.

I have penned those words. I have wrote the tune. Yet it is song best remembered without the lyrics. I have placed all the lyrics in the tune and so the tune speaks yet silent

Isnt that true. A lot of things in life and gone silently.

Yes I will regret. But at lesat if it cause hurt, I would be hurt the most.