Friday, August 27, 2010

The weight of expectancy

It is hard when someone promise you so much yet deny the fulfilment of that promise.
Disappointment can sap a person.

You can do only so much and still so much. When the giving stops, the grace stops.
I would never want to stop the grace, but yet in that grace when it is only a direction that is one way, how long could the giving without the disappointment cripples you.

It has been more than a year.

I hvae kept a melody. When I hear again this tune, how much more would the weight of expectancy again cause a crashing reminder.

We are after all nothing.

It is almost time. And its time I call time.

Done so much but it amounts to really nothing.

The weight of expectacy. Alas is only still a weight of expectancy.

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