Had a good time of prayer I think coz today not working,can dun hurry my prayer...Did alot of reflections and just baring my heart out towards God on certain things...and I am just glad in a way while the situation will still remain, I know I am having a fellowship with God in the midst of the things that do trouble now and then. Well there is a call to trust and a call to depend.
Sometimes I hadn't thank God enough for the blessing of the difficulties I am going through at this point. No big things I always say. But enough to get me very frustrated at times. By what it does is amazingly good, that it tuned my heart with hardly any moment that I am not conscious of God. Perhaps when I am asleep.
Went to Kukup again today. Really like this place. So tranquil. Nice drive up. Cruise control. Very scenic view around the drive. Did take some pictures of kukup again and thought I post a few to describe what I meant. Not there primarily for the food, though good, I enjoy the scenery much better....tranquil laid back illage..kelong....no hustle but rustle...could sit down, drink chrysamethum tea....and look at the gentle rolling back and forth...
Walked the streets and got some fisheries products...
Then came back to Singapore in the afternoon..hyper long queue at Customs but thankfully....manage to clear it in under 2hrs, it was stressful coz a lot of cars were cutting the queue. The police did intervene...but only later..
Went back to the office after the trip to clear a bit of work that was plugged out as I was on training for 2 days. Finished what I wanted to do in 2 hours. Then met up with Jon to arrange a song for the Christmas Musical. It is a sad tune.
This tune was composed earlier this year. It is a little similar to another sad tune I wrote last year, for last year musical. I know what circumstances and situation that drove my heart towards humming such a tune, so listening to it while working on it will always drive back some thoughts..can't be helped. Perhaps it is difficult sometimes to be made to remember, but nevertheless without feelings and emotions in memories, or in encounters, how could a touchy tune be ever composed? God has made man to be rich in emotions. Well it has to be ruled. Proverbs said that a man who cannot rule his emotions is that a city without its gates. That is correct. often I realise I could be vulnerable except that now I learn to thank God more than to let myself delve further. Hence I thank God for this tune and it could be used for the musical, how wonderful... :)
Everything is in control under God. No matter how and what I think of feel, it remains as such. To react to it would mean that I am responding to whatever that may not be true and noble. Emotions alone cannot direct life. Only truth can...hence I remind myself that.., and God has the heart of truth. Only Him is absolute. It leans me to trust Him. Not always..unless I think like that.
Well it has been a long day again. Now at night. I can't help but thank God. Will end with prayer and to rest, to see another day of God's working and goodness.
Night...
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